Friday, November 30, 2012

Crappy mother moment

I decided to trim Rossleigh's nails today.   Not my first time, mind you.   I've trimmed them several times and have been the only one to do so since her birth.   Today, we had our first blood shed.  

I had finished one hand and had moved to the second hand.   I had her left pointer in my hand, ready to clip.   I had the clippers in position and she suddenly jerked her hand.  Instead of clipping her nail, I took a chunk out of her finger. Like an actual chunk. It's not just a tiny nick.   I actually took a chunk of flesh out of my daughter's sweet little finger. It bled for a good couple of minutes.

Blood was shed.   Tears were shed - first by her and then by me.  The entire time, she's looking up at me crying and fueling my guilt.   Really, child?   Do you think I don't already feel horrible?  I caused my child to bleed and cry.   I already feel like the worst mother ever.   But there was no reasoning with her. She just continued to look up at me with red, teary eyes like, "how COULD you?"   *sigh*

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh Honey, this type of things happens to parents all the time. I know you feel terrible, but she's so young that she won't remember and hold it against you. She's probably already forgotten about it.

Give yourself a break and know that next time you will be super cautious so it probably will never happen again.

Mom